Dear My Sayang ,
Are sure u still love me ?
Am i important to u ?
But , why i feel like not ?
Lately , im the only one who always call u .
U dont have credit to call me back ?
'm not stingy
But , i feel im just SS !
We cannot even text , u say ur phone problem when texting .
Urrghh ! How could u expect me to believe such a jerk reason ??
Hurm !!!
That day , u promised me you wanna to call me .
I wait for ur call but untill the end u not even call me .
U forget about ur promised right ?
I waiting ur call like stupid girl !
Then , u not even say sorry to me .
Its okayy , i dont want we fight for this .
I just keep quiet .
The Next Day . .
U want to see me in the evening . After i go back from school .
When i call u , u say u OT with innocently .
How disappointed me !
Nevermind , i still can smile even it very painfull .
Then , u promise me again that u wanna to see me tomorrow .
But ,
The Next Day . .
When i ask u where r u now ?
U simply say u at home .
U ask me to wait u split second .
I keep waiting u .
After half an hour , u say we cannot meet .
Even OTP coz ur mother at home .
I still smile , even im started to cry .
I say nevermind we still have tomorrow .
Thursday . .
U told me , after u went back from work , u will see me .
But , when i call u again .
U simply say u r waiting for lift .
Im so mad ! So angry !
Dont u remember ?
U are the one who make the promise !
Friday . .
U say u will go back early .
Then , we gonna meet after Friday Prayers .
U say , u will give me a call when u arrive .
But until 3.30 p.m. u not even call at all .
I call u .
Then suddenly u say , u have waiting for me for a quiet long .
How could u know ? u not calling me even texting me !
Saturday . .
I went out with my friends .
U told me to dont forget myself and always remmber dont look for other boys .
I know how to take care myself !
U always like that ! Jealous for no reason !
Actually , i had plan everything for u .
But it's such a waste when u say u OT
and u will back around 7.30 p.m.
I just smile . Heart broken !
But ,
When i call u around 2 p.m. ,
u say u at home .
I think i really wanna to punch u !
Nevermind , by hook or by crook i want to see u today !
I call back u at 5 p.m. ,
u simply say u wanna to accompany ur cousin .
What The Hell ! U making fool of me !
U , seriously i ask u ,
im not even important to u right ?
im nobody to u right ?
U not even love me right ?
U ashamed to have GF like me right ?
I really tired to play this game .
U win , I lose !
Now i know the true colour of u .
Im regret coz not listen to Aisyah (ur ex) .
Whee ~ Thanks For Reading !
Again And Again !
